The Silver Linings Playbook Chapter 20

The Implied EndingThat night I try to guide The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath. Nikki used to talk about how important Plaths novel is, saying, Every young woman should be oblige to deal The Bell Jar. I had Mom check it out of the library, mostly because I want to take c are women so I can relate to Nikkis feelings and whatnot.The cover of the book looks pretty girly, with a dried move up hung upside down, suspended over the title.Plath mentions the Rosenbergs execution on the first page, at which point I bash Im in for a depressing read, because as a former history teacher, I determine equitable how depressing the Red Scare was, and McCarthyism too. Soon after making a reference to the Rosenbergs, the narrator starts talking about cadavers and moderateing a severed head while eating breakfast.The main character, Esther, has a candid internship at a New York City magazine, but she is depressed. She uses fake names with the men she meets. Esther sort of has a boyfriend named Buddy , but he treats her horribly and makes her feel as though she should have babies and be a housewife rather than become a writer, which is what she wants to be.Eventu entirelyy Esther breaks down and is given electroshock therapy, tries to kill herself by taking too many sleeping pills, and is sent to a baffling place like the iodin I was in.Esther refers to a black man who serves food in her bad place as the Negro. This makes me weigh about Danny and how mad the book would make my black friend, especially because Esther was white and Danny says only black citizenry can use controversial racial terms such as Negro.At first, even though it is really depressing, this book excites me because it deals with mental health, a topic I am very interested in learning about. Also, I want to see how Esther squeezes better, how she will eventually find her silver lining and get on with her life. I am sure Nikki assigns this book so that depressed teenage girls will see theres hope if you jus t hold on long enough.So I read on.Esther loses her virginity, hemorrhages during the process, and almost bleeds to shoemakers last like Catherine in A Farewell to Arms and I do wonder why women are always hemorrhaging in American literature. But Esther lives, only to find that her friend Joan has hung herself. Esther attends the funeral, and the book ends just as she steps into a room full of therapists who will decide if Esther is healthy enough to leave her bad place.We do not get to see what happens to Esther, whether she gets better, and that made me very mad, especially after reading all night.As the sun begins to shine through my bedroom window, I read the biographical sketch at the back of the book and find out that the whole novel is basically the story of Sylvia Plaths life and that the power eventually stuck her head in an oven, killing herself just like Hemingway only without the gun which I understand is the implied ending of the book, since everyone knows the no vel is really Sylvia Plaths memoir.I actually rip the book in half and throw off the two halves at my bedroom wall.Basement.Stomach Master 6000.Five hundred c electric dischargeches.Why would Nikki make teenagers read such a depressing novel?Weight bench.Bench press.One-hundred-thirty-pound reps.Why do people read books like The Bell Jar?Why?Why?Why?Im surprised when Tiffany shows up the next twenty-four hours for our sunset run. I dont know what to say to her, so I say nothing like usual.We run.We run again the next day too, but we dont discuss the comments Tiffany made about my wife.